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Posted: Sun Oct 27, 2013 2:34 pmI messed up
I messed up.Big time.A little over a year ago, i slept with my friend fianc i was at a really bad place in my life, mentally and emotionally, and i was completely drunk(He was, too).The next morning i did that whole my god what the hell did i do thing, but really i was so emotionally numb that i just decided not to think about it.I was in a relationship myself with my high school sweetheart of three years, and i knew we had no future, yet i couldn let go.This contributed to the whole selfdestructive phase.
Two months later, i moved away to start a new life somewhere else.It was the best thing i could have done for myself.I ended the futureless relationship i was in, i got a good job, and i continued my higher education at a good school.It was there that i acknowledged how bad i really fucked up and of course dealt with serious feelings of guilt, shame, embarrassment and remorse.
I also met the love of my life and, as a result, made the painful decision to move back home to be closer to him(As a military student he had to relocate).
Here i am, back home, trying to keep it together and not go back to the usual drunken compulsive behavior that dictated my life before.Not that i perfect i still go out and get silly, but i have more self control and i made positive changes and have a better sense of selfpreservation.
I thought this secret, although uncomfortable because of the proximity with my friend family as we grew up together, would basically just fade away through time.I thought wrong.I have no idea how she found out, but she did.The only person i told was my now boyfriend, in an effort to be completely honest about my former life.
I haven spoken with her.She simply told her fianc to call me and tell me that she knew.Now i completely panicking.I known this girl my whole life.We haven been particularly close as of the last two years, but we grew up together and i am close with her family and her friends.
Her fianc is very flirtatious and tried to make passes at me even when he was sober.In fact, everybody in my small town was sort of confused by his nonfianc behavior, since the relationship had been long distance for a while.
I have no idea what to do.I thought about writing her a letter but i don see Pandora Charms UK what good it will do.I know she will eventually forgive her fianc(I have spoken with him and they are talking even though she is obviously devastated), but I don think she ever going to forgive me.
I would never, in my right mind, do that to a friend.I know alcohol is a really lame excuse, but in this case it instigated something in me that was completely out of character.I feel terrible about what i did and she has every right to be angry and hateful toward me.I can even fathom how much emotional pain she must be in.
I in my early 20s.I know we young adults make mistakes, but this is huge.It is so confusing.I wish i could just blot out the whole thing, but i can any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Trapped in a weird springer episodefirst of all, let me assure you that what you did is not so terrible.Terrible things are things that you can go to prison for.Terrible things leave people dead or crippled for life, childless, penniless, addicted to heroin, missing a limb, with burn scars on their faces, or standing among their few uncharred belongings watching their dream house turn to embers.What you did was a drunken indiscretion of the sexual kind.I think it admirable that you hold yourself to such a high standard.But i think you need to get a more balanced view of what you did in order to unparalyze yourself and decide on a course of action.
Now, all i know about making amends for past indiscretions has to do with the 12 steps and all that.There are many misconceptions about that step where you go around making amends.It isn exactly like you peeling off $20 bills and handing them out in the neighborhood. (Did you see the episode where george costanza hears that a guy has gotten sober and so george wants his amend?It hilarious because george, as one would expect, is not satisfied with the quality of the amend that he gets, and demands a doover. )There also a whole god component in the amends step, but since you not doing the 12 steps, we can skip that.It very useful even without the god thing.
Simply put, you took something and you would like to make restitution.In matters like these, you can be said to have or a friendship.So what you need to do, to make restitution, is or that friendship.What that means is that you first state clearly that you know what you did and that you sorry.And then this is the important part you actually try to restore what was destroyed.If trust was destroyed, then you restore trust.How do you do that?By being of dependable service to her or to them.
Paradoxically, that service may consist of nothing but silence.She may not want to have you around or be your friend.If so, don force yourself on her.But if she wants something from you, some gesture or favor, then you perform that gesture or favor for her.If it away from my fianc you bitch, then that your service to her.If it move my couch, then that your service.
There are infinite complexities and subtleties to it, but that the basic picture.Also:No whining, no histrionics, no asking her for forgiveness, no mention of her fianc questionable behavior.You not in this for yourself.You not in this for absolution.If you asking for absolution, then you putting yourself in her debt again;You taking again.The key to restitution is in the purity of the giving.You in this for her, not for you.That the key it got to be a selfless act.
And then, when you done, don look for thanks.Your only thanks is the knowledge that you done what you can do to right your past wrong.
For those ok with the mainstream, white river forest welcomes more than 10 million visitors a year, making it the mostvisited recreation forest in the nation.But don't hate it for being beautiful;It's got substance, too.The forest boasts 8 wilderness areas, 2, 500 miles of trail, 1, 900 miles of winding service system roads, and 12 ski resorts(Should your snow shredders fit the trunk space).If ice isn't your thing:Take the tirefriendly flat tops trail scenic byway 82 miles connecting the towns of meeker and yampa, half of which is unpaved for you road rebels.Try driving the ridge and valley scenic byway, which saw civil war battles fought.If the tall peaks make your engine tremble, opt for the relatively flat oconee national forest, which offers smaller hills and an easy trail to the ghost town of scull shoals.Scaredycats can opt for john's mountain overlook, which leads to twin waterfalls for the sensitive sightseer in you.Travel 20 miles west of dolly sods(Among the busiest in the east)To find the canaan backcountry(For more quiet and peace).Those willing to leave the car for a bit and foot it would be remiss to neglect dayhiking the white rim rocks, table rock overlook, or the rim at blackwater river gorge.Rogers nra via hurricane creek road, north carolinamost know it as the highest country they'll see from north carolina to new hampshire.What they may not know?Car campers can get the same grand experience for less hassle.Drop the 50pound backpacks and take the highway to the high country by stopping anywhere on the twisting(Hence the name)Hurricane road for access to a 15mile loop that boasts the best of the grassy balds.It's the road less travelled, and the high one, at that.For a weekend getaway of the coastal variety and quieter version of the florida keys that's no less luxe, stick your head in the sand(And ocean, if snorkeling's your thing)At any of long key's 60 sites.Canoes and kayaks are aplenty, as are the hot showers and electric power source amenities.Think of it as the getaway from the typical getaway.With the colorado river still within view of this cliffedge site, crazy jug is a carside camper's refuge from the troops of tourists.Find easy access to the bill hall trail less than a mile from camp, and descend to get a peek at the volcanic mt.Trumbull.
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I messed up.Big time.A little over a year ago, i slept with my friend fianc i was at a really bad place in my life, mentally and emotionally, and i was completely drunk(He was, too).The next morning i did that whole my god what the hell did i do thing, but really i was so emotionally numb that i just decided not to think about it.I was in a relationship myself with my high school sweetheart of three years, and i knew we had no future, yet i couldn let go.This contributed to the whole selfdestructive phase.
Two months later, i moved away to start a new life somewhere else.It was the best thing i could have done for myself.I ended the futureless relationship i was in, i got a good job, and i continued my higher education at a good school.It was there that i acknowledged how bad i really fucked up and of course dealt with serious feelings of guilt, shame, embarrassment and remorse.
I also met the love of my life and, as a result, made the painful decision to move back home to be closer to him(As a military student he had to relocate).
Here i am, back home, trying to keep it together and not go back to the usual drunken compulsive behavior that dictated my life before.Not that i perfect i still go out and get silly, but i have more self control and i made positive changes and have a better sense of selfpreservation.
I thought this secret, although uncomfortable because of the proximity with my friend family as we grew up together, would basically just fade away through time.I thought wrong.I have no idea how she found out, but she did.The only person i told was my now boyfriend, in an effort to be completely honest about my former life.
I haven spoken with her.She simply told her fianc to call me and tell me that she knew.Now i completely panicking.I known this girl my whole life.We haven been particularly close as of the last two years, but we grew up together and i am close with her family and her friends.
Her fianc is very flirtatious and tried to make passes at me even when he was sober.In fact, everybody in my small town was sort of confused by his nonfianc behavior, since the relationship had been long distance for a while.
I have no idea what to do.I thought about writing her a letter but i don see Pandora Charms UK what good it will do.I know she will eventually forgive her fianc(I have spoken with him and they are talking even though she is obviously devastated), but I don think she ever going to forgive me.
I would never, in my right mind, do that to a friend.I know alcohol is a really lame excuse, but in this case it instigated something in me that was completely out of character.I feel terrible about what i did and she has every right to be angry and hateful toward me.I can even fathom how much emotional pain she must be in.
I in my early 20s.I know we young adults make mistakes, but this is huge.It is so confusing.I wish i could just blot out the whole thing, but i can any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Trapped in a weird springer episodefirst of all, let me assure you that what you did is not so terrible.Terrible things are things that you can go to prison for.Terrible things leave people dead or crippled for life, childless, penniless, addicted to heroin, missing a limb, with burn scars on their faces, or standing among their few uncharred belongings watching their dream house turn to embers.What you did was a drunken indiscretion of the sexual kind.I think it admirable that you hold yourself to such a high standard.But i think you need to get a more balanced view of what you did in order to unparalyze yourself and decide on a course of action.
Now, all i know about making amends for past indiscretions has to do with the 12 steps and all that.There are many misconceptions about that step where you go around making amends.It isn exactly like you peeling off $20 bills and handing them out in the neighborhood. (Did you see the episode where george costanza hears that a guy has gotten sober and so george wants his amend?It hilarious because george, as one would expect, is not satisfied with the quality of the amend that he gets, and demands a doover. )There also a whole god component in the amends step, but since you not doing the 12 steps, we can skip that.It very useful even without the god thing.
Simply put, you took something and you would like to make restitution.In matters like these, you can be said to have or a friendship.So what you need to do, to make restitution, is or that friendship.What that means is that you first state clearly that you know what you did and that you sorry.And then this is the important part you actually try to restore what was destroyed.If trust was destroyed, then you restore trust.How do you do that?By being of dependable service to her or to them.
Paradoxically, that service may consist of nothing but silence.She may not want to have you around or be your friend.If so, don force yourself on her.But if she wants something from you, some gesture or favor, then you perform that gesture or favor for her.If it away from my fianc you bitch, then that your service to her.If it move my couch, then that your service.
There are infinite complexities and subtleties to it, but that the basic picture.Also:No whining, no histrionics, no asking her for forgiveness, no mention of her fianc questionable behavior.You not in this for yourself.You not in this for absolution.If you asking for absolution, then you putting yourself in her debt again;You taking again.The key to restitution is in the purity of the giving.You in this for her, not for you.That the key it got to be a selfless act.
And then, when you done, don look for thanks.Your only thanks is the knowledge that you done what you can do to right your past wrong.
For those ok with the mainstream, white river forest welcomes more than 10 million visitors a year, making it the mostvisited recreation forest in the nation.But don't hate it for being beautiful;It's got substance, too.The forest boasts 8 wilderness areas, 2, 500 miles of trail, 1, 900 miles of winding service system roads, and 12 ski resorts(Should your snow shredders fit the trunk space).If ice isn't your thing:Take the tirefriendly flat tops trail scenic byway 82 miles connecting the towns of meeker and yampa, half of which is unpaved for you road rebels.Try driving the ridge and valley scenic byway, which saw civil war battles fought.If the tall peaks make your engine tremble, opt for the relatively flat oconee national forest, which offers smaller hills and an easy trail to the ghost town of scull shoals.Scaredycats can opt for john's mountain overlook, which leads to twin waterfalls for the sensitive sightseer in you.Travel 20 miles west of dolly sods(Among the busiest in the east)To find the canaan backcountry(For more quiet and peace).Those willing to leave the car for a bit and foot it would be remiss to neglect dayhiking the white rim rocks, table rock overlook, or the rim at blackwater river gorge.Rogers nra via hurricane creek road, north carolinamost know it as the highest country they'll see from north carolina to new hampshire.What they may not know?Car campers can get the same grand experience for less hassle.Drop the 50pound backpacks and take the highway to the high country by stopping anywhere on the twisting(Hence the name)Hurricane road for access to a 15mile loop that boasts the best of the grassy balds.It's the road less travelled, and the high one, at that.For a weekend getaway of the coastal variety and quieter version of the florida keys that's no less luxe, stick your head in the sand(And ocean, if snorkeling's your thing)At any of long key's 60 sites.Canoes and kayaks are aplenty, as are the hot showers and electric power source amenities.Think of it as the getaway from the typical getaway.With the colorado river still within view of this cliffedge site, crazy jug is a carside camper's refuge from the troops of tourists.Find easy access to the bill hall trail less than a mile from camp, and descend to get a peek at the volcanic mt.Trumbull.
Wabush mayor Ron Barron
Audiolabrador morning"Sustainable communities initiative".Apr 22, 2013 6:01Tom Sheldon, Director of the Environment with Nunatsiavut explains the program.
Apr 22, 2013 6:15Labrador Morning First book Canada AudioLabrador Morning First book Canada Apr 22, 2013 6:15Tom Best executive director of First Book Canada explaines the project that will find it's way to Labrador.
Apr 22, 2013 6:22Labrador Morning Hunting Caribou in Nunatsiavut Sarah Leo AudioLabrador Morning Hunting Caribou in Nunatsiavut Sarah Leo Apr 22, 2013 6:2221 caribou were taken down by Nunatsiavut hunters last week, but from what herd.Nunatsiavut president sarah leo explains.
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Apr 19, 2013 4:33Labrador Morning Innu protestors AudioLabrador Morning Innu protestors Apr 19, 2013 4:33Amanda Benuen says a manager for a contractor made a racial slur toward Innu workers
Apr 19, 2013 8:04Labrador Morning Artist Jean Claude Roy He sent the lost parcel AudioLabrador Morning Artist Jean Claude Roy He sent the lost parcel Apr 19, 2013 8:04The Labrador parcel Canada Post lost along the road came from France.Have the sender artist jean claude roy, about the parcel and his paintings.
Apr 19, 2013 6:38Labrador Morning Blessing the animals AudioLabrador Morning Blessing the animals Apr 19, 2013 6:38"Beyond trauma through christ worship service for animals. "Captain robin major, chaplain at 5 wing goose bay explains
Apr 18, 2013 5:59Labrador Morning How bad is the road from Happy Valley Goose Bay to Blanc Sablon?Audiolabrador morning how bad is the road from happy valley goose bay to blanc sablon?Apr 18, 2013 5:59CBC reporters, Peter Cowan and Lee Pitts just tackled the road from Happy Valley Goose Bay to Blanc Sablon, and they documented the whole trip
Apr 18, 2013 5:53Labrador Morning Remembering Rita McNeil AudioLabrador Morning Remembering Rita McNeil Apr 18, 2013 5:53just over twenty five years ago when Richard and Alma Kelly first heard Rita McNeil at the Arts and Culture Centre in Labrador City
Apr 18, 2013 5:06Labrador Morning The importance of eating locally AudioLabrador Morning The importance of eating locally Apr 18, 2013 5:06"Nourish"Being screened at the o'brien arts centre, with local farmers and local food.Jill airhart is our guest.
Apr 17, 2013 7:19Labrador Morning Smokey Mountain in Labrador City AudioLabrador Morning Smokey Mountain in Labrador City Apr 17, 2013 7:19Winter refuses to give up in Labrador West.One more weekend to ski.
Apr 17, 2013 5:34Labrador Morning Former Labrador Conservation Officer On job cuts AudioLabrador Morning Former Labrador Conservation Officer On job cuts Apr 17, 2013 5:34Eighteen wildlife officers have been laid off.Hollis yetman worked as a conservation officer.He tells jon gaudi what that will mean to labrador.
Apr 17, 2013 6:39Labrador Morning Combined Councils New president, new ideas AudioLabrador Morning Combined Councils New president, new ideas Apr 17, 2013 6:39The Combined Councils of Labrador is now under new leadership.Andersen, the angajukkak of nain, was voted president at the agm last weekend.